First Post

Greetings,

So this is my first post to the blog but if i would like to get good at blogging and build connections with like minded individuals then i have to start somewhere - right.

So here is a little information about my Sir and me before I go any farther. Sir is 24 (and perfect), relatively new to the scene but also a natural Dom, alpha male. i am not sure how much i will really be sharing about Sir outside of how it relates to me day to day experience and obedience. i am 27 year old sub/slave/houseboi with a background in authoritarian structure and moderate experience in the "scene." Though Sir would say that not all of that experience i have had was healthy and admittedly my decision making has never been impressive - thankfully that is far less of a concern now that i belong to Sir! :)

So yesterday was Easter and of course that involved us having to see our families which is for us as it is for many people as nice as it is stressful though the day went better than expected. i find that not being completely out about our D/s 24/7 lifestyle is stressful for me definitely more so for me than Sir. i'd like to hear from folks how they deal with this, what has worked, what hasn't, and suggestions you'll have. i am after all getting more active in the blogosphere to engage more with my community and share information and experiences to grow more and hopefully help others do the same.

A few days ago Sir informed that he will be resuming fucking women and in the future dating them as well. As you may be guessing this caused me some initial distress and panic. Mostly out of fear and insecurity that i may not continue living with and serving Sir or somehow being replaced. i am frustrated by my initial response to him talking to me about this which resulted in a three day sulk and pout fest from me and no matter what i know i should have and could have handled myself better. That being said i am so glad we addressed this and Sir is happier and probably not surprising to you dear reader, i am a lot happier on many levels and much more fulfilling ways. Sir has been reciprocating his appreciation for my loyal obedience by finding ways to squash some of my greater insecurities which tend to muck things up.

i know that i have so much more to say and share but i will let this post be with a request for comments and feedback from you. In the near future we will be including some pictures from some of our more intense sessions and if we get enough active readers may be posting polls and let you all guide some of the fun (yay interactive).

Thank you for letting me share. With love, jay.